I am not a best boyfriend!!! T_T

  I'm not a best boyfriend. I also dun know what happen to me? I always do my best to her. Sometime she sure feel happy, but this is i should do it one, to give her happiness. 

  But very sad was always cause my careless make her so sad and unhappy. My heart not feeling and hurt. Because i dun want see and listen to her say unhappy like that.  She say like that mean i'm was do nothing to her for make her happiness.

  Then, I hope she can share everything of her to me. No matter bad thing, good thing, and something. I do to be help her when she need to help, and she feel happy  i also want happy together with her. 

  I'm feel my self  really was a bad boyfriend. So I also dun know i will bring trouble to her.  "Wife" I will be change and change to be a best best boy friend.

No. No. No. Is a best best husband, this right!!!

  I(Chan Jiunn Hoong)  Love You(Cheah See May) forever and ever. No matter what happen i always be your side. Although end of the world was coming, I also stay at your side to protect you. Muackzzz.....!!!

White Valentine's (14 March)

  14-3-2011 this day for me was a very very unhappy day. As I know this day was the guy waiting feed back from the girl. So, I got high hoping to waiting something coming, but i know us also not too much money to use, need to save some money. So, never mind and plus i think she dun know this day.

   Actually, that i'm wanna go to find her to company her.When I'm finish my home work. Then, i'm call to her ask i come now ok or not, she answer me no need is too later d. So, I'm listen to her stay at home.

  After i"m online go to facebook i'm just know her know this day and she r angry. She write something on facebook say i not company her. I'm feel so hurt, but never mind that really was my big wrong........ Then, I  try my best to make her happy back. But finally i'm was failed.

  Another wrongly was she know the white valentine and mine was a big big different . She know the one was japan vision : the girl send the black chocolate to the guy ; then 14 March if the guy fall in love with the girl will be feed back white chocolate to the girl, If not will not feedback.

  Why the white valentine got more then one vision? Why? Why like that?

  Because a lot of issue come out make us very unhappy at that night. But more was my wrongly, cause my careless. I'm  a failed.

  I'm not a best boyfriend. T_T